I feel so light, seeing the end ahead.
I have never been able to find a balance while working. I don’t, or cannot seem to, take care of myself (this is something I am slowly making an effort to learn to do, for and in the future).
It will be good to have this time off to come back to a balance within myself. Find my natural sleep patterns (and thus, learn again how to dream), be mindful of the foods I’m putting in my body; more life, less sugar. Wean myself off of caffeine and taurine. More B and D vitamins. Nurture my adrenals. Less alcohol. More raw nuts and avocado. MORE CREATION. More dancing, more cooking, more embroidery, more painting. Self love. Healing. Recovery.
And then a fresh start in a familiar place.
I deposited my tips from this week, and my paycheque in the bank today and I am overwhelmed with my savings. It has blossomed in the past couple weeks and I feel very secure and comfortable with the thought of being unemployed for a month or two.
I feel renewed.
n. a relationship or friendship that you can’t get out of your head, which you thought had faded long ago but is still somehow alive and unfinished, like an abandoned campsite whose smoldering embers still have the power to start a forest fire.